You need to know that if you are not solidly menopausal and don't agree with or use birth control you will get pregnant again (D3 Gold). Do you really think you can do this again? And again?
I'd argue that God is not involved in each conception. I think its like raindrops. God does not set up each one but rather a system that lets them happen on their own. If God was involved in each conception why would there be so many toddlers starving in Africa? Why would he send your church friends through 2 pregnancies?
If he is involved in each conception, I don't see why he would put the child in the wrong womb especially if he was omnipotent or perfect. This will cause tons of problems for you and the baby so if he did just oops on this i'd think an early miscarriage before you knew you were pregnant and fetus in your churchmates womb would be in order.
This will not get better but worse. There is nothing in this for you. I put up with greif and doubt and the crazies here because I geta lot out of my choice to give up my child, namely freedom. You're already yoked to 3 kids and giving up your son will bring you only grief.
I don't think your husband is as into this as you (D3 Gold). Its my understanding if he does certain things you can get out of the marriage and save face with your church and god. I'd think asking you to get an abortion would be on that list. Looks like you will lose him or yourself unless you want to be a baby factory.
I am so sad for you.
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